rain outside my window pouring down




quite suprised i didnt wanna sleep any longer



considering it was a pretty rough night last night.




i remember how it was when i was on my bed
looking out of my window
watching the leaves rustle in the wind
watching the clouds pass by in the clear blue sky




when this song came on the radio
and with a certain sense of sadness welling up inside of me
i cried for you. i cried for myself. i cried for us.




but now that just seems so long ago
you came, and you went
your eyes tell a different story now
but mine still speak of the same




im here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams





did you know
you were my world
you were everything i wanted
you were everything i needed
the words i spoke from the bottom of my heart,
they did mean something
i never expected myself to be saying things like this
but hell,
i've given up trying to pretend everything's okay
when they're NOT.



i know you're really happy with your life right now
and its not in my nature to just come right in
but really,
is it okay for me to just wish for something simple from you?
i guess not.




all those times
all those things you told me
i guess you never really took to heart what you said.
and its sad to know that
i give you the best of me
time and time again
but do you give me back the best of you?
i guess not either.




all i ask is for something simple.
but i guess you're too caught up in your own life
to even bother




so i'll just shut my eyes,
stop the tears from flowing
take a step behind
turn my back; whisper
i still love you, friend.
and walk out the door.